Wednesday, December 29, 2010

From the Vaults: Bad Ideas and Best Intentions

I found this the other day while unpacking some notebooks. It's a poem, and while there's no date on it, I remember writing it while at Weeds Cafe, a place I only started frequenting in 2006. There's no edits on the page, other than swapping 'best' for 'good' in the title and the removal of 'clear' after 'Blue eyes', so I probably jotted it down over a cup of coffee and promptly forgot about it.


Bad Ideas and Best Intentions
Lines I wish I'd written
Old friends lost and never seen
awash, adrift, away
a melody of damaged goods
blue eyes across a coffee shop
tussled hair leads tussled lives
the half-tucked shirt tails of unfinished plans
laughter, frowns, tears, regrets
stolen moments, cigarettes
a diary of best intentions
a scrapbook of wasted of time
my too-tight t-shirt hugs my shoulders
like the smoke of past deeds caught on my sleeves

Sunday, December 12, 2010

Cadence Weapon Tron Legacy Mixtape


I would probably be remiss if I failed to mention that Cadence Weapon has released a pay-what-you can mixtape of him rapping over some beats and riffs of the moment, trading space with Buck 65, Shad, eating donairs and about hanging out with Daft Punk for Tron Legacy. It's pretty sweet and low key.



Thursday, December 9, 2010

Song of the Day: Crocodiles, "Hearts of Love"

Like the Beach Boys meeting up with the Jesus and Mary Chain at a Sonic Youth tribute show.

Monday, December 6, 2010

This Memory Brought To You By...

It's late and I'm trying to watch an early film by Akira Kurosawa. Generally, the famed Japanese director succeeds in taking me away to wonderful, fantastical places, but tonight his presentation of post-war Tokyo is doing little to conquer my own imagination and memories, spurred on by a cup of warm apple cider.

I suppose everyone has their own wonder food. Proust had his little madeleines, capable of taking him back to his childhood. For me, every sip of apple cider contains within it the memory of every other swallow. The initial taste, sweet on the tongue, is of my first trip to Calgary's Kensington District in the fall of my Grade 10 year. As a kid from Calgary's northeast, Kensington seemed otherworldly. I forget what movie I had gone to see with my friends, a mix of boys and girls thrown together. We barely knew each other and couples were still sorting themselves out. After the movie, we had stopped at a coffee shop. I ordered apple cider with a stick of cinnamon in it. I don't think I impressed anyone that night.

The next few sips bring wonderful memories of lying in bed, deep in winter, well past midnight, reading William T. Vollmann's excellent novel, The Atlas, with only my cider to keep me company as I ride Vollmann's vivid prose across snowy Japan and frigid Manitoba.

Then come phantom memories. Ice skating at Olympic Plaza. Snow forts. Things I'm pretty sure I never did.

Finally, as the cup cools, the satisfaction of sitting snowed-in at Lake Louise, writing happily as my wife knits nearby, drinking cider and watching the sun cross the lake, no one else in sight.